Shouting from the mountain tops….

This week has been very good.  As most of you know I took a break off from writing for my blog.  Except for Friday.  I was able to work on Philter48 some, and able to write a much needed letter to my brother in-laws. Which I will mail this week.

Before I get back to regular posting and ad what I hope will be a new regular feature(Couple weeks away), I have something to say.

There comes a moment in a person’s life when they need to shout something from a mountain top.   I am at a mountain top with my Faith, and God had brought me here.  This is one of the letters God placed on my heart to write, and the first one that needs to be read by the most important person in my life.

So with that….

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Dawn Marie Kroboth I love you!!!!!!

Dawn, I want you to know in the most public way that I can think of how much you mean to me, and how much I love you.

For the past 2 years I have been on an amazing journey of faith, and you have been there the whole way.  I know there were some rocky points as I struggled to get my footing.  I know that at times I ran ahead of you in search for my Faith.  I know that at times you wondered if I would slow down and wait for you.

What you have to know is that God was fast forwarding me through what I should have done the first 35 years of my life.   For years he stood by me patiently waiting for me to turn to Him and take his hand.

You have already seen the picture at the top of my blog has changed.  That is because I have now fully grasped the hand of God, and now seek to find with him, his will for my life.   And it starts with my family.

Dawn, I will not leave you behind anymore.  My duty in this life is to my family and one I do not plan to fail.  One I will not fail if and only if God is my God and leads me.

Our children deserve nothing less than me fully within the will of God, for it is the only way that I can lead them.

Will I struggle at times? Will I still have sin to deal with?  Will there be tough decisions we have to make?  You bet there will be.  Will I be perfect?  No Way.

Dawn if you believe in God above, and know that He is in control,  you will then know to trust me as I lead this family.  I will do nothing with out consulting my God, and will do nothing without you.

Dawn;  You, Emilie and Carl Paul are my ministry given to me by God.  I was meant to go through all the struggles and pain to be here at this moment to lead you to eternity.

Take God’s hand with me, and finish this life with Christ as our Lord, and God in the lead.

My prayer is that we grow in faith together, and look for God’s will in our lives.

I love you… More

Carl

~ by ckroboth on August 31, 2008.